This is the day that the Lord has made. I will rejoice and be glad in it. The Lord is doing a new thing for me today . The new doors are being opened and the Lord is doing a new thing for me and i can't wait to unwrap the things he has in store for me. It is like a christmas present ...........

Well finally my wait is over. The Lord has done a miracle. He has given me a job. I asked the Lord for a job before my 24 th birthday. He has given me a job which is just 20 min away from my door step. I cannot stop praising the Lord. He has truly ordained my steps towards this place. I can only pray to the Lord that he teaches me and directs me and that i find favour with the Lord and with my boss and collegues. I know the Lord will never leave me and forsake me no matter what the situation and what the circumstances.

Th e Lord knows and cares. He knows that we are ultimately dust and we cannot survive without his mercy and grace. We are all purchased with a price. There is no shame to those who believe in him. He has shown us the victory way. In times of trouble we should not run away. But look to the Lord who is the giver of all. He will give , he Has promised to provide and will not fail us nor forsake us.

Hope in tough times...

Look to the stars and the Lord’s promises
When the night falls suddenly and brings in crises

Look to the strong city of Zion who has conquered all misery and loss
When the mountains rise up and make it difficult to take up the cross

Look at the rain falling from the heavens
When the fire beneath consumes the heart of men

Look at the house build on the rock
When the overpowering waves of the sea rejoices and mocks

Look at the Door of love and Life
When evil lays stumbling blocks of death and strife

Resting in his arms.............

When the Lord promises something He is not only able to perform it but he is also willing to perform it. Heaven and earth will pass away but the word that proceeds of the mouth of the Lord will not fail till it accomplishes what it was porposed to do.
So what does Abraham do when the Lord promises him a son and then there is no sign of that child.Though Abraham believed the Lord when He said that a son will be born to him and he was counted righteous before the Lord.Sarah and Abraham are well advanced of age. In the natural now it is impossible for a child to be born to Abraham and Sarah.
Now sarah thought to help God......so she sent Hagar so that she may have a child. But i guess the Lord does not need Sarah's help. God has his own plans and only in the appointed time things will come to pass............But does it mean that the Lords will not keep his promises. It does not mean that the Lord has forgotten his promises......
It only means that the one who has promised will perform and fulfill and we are to simply rest in his loving arms ...............

i have not yet for given up on the Lord. I am going to fight the good fight of faith. I know he has led me so far and he will lead me further. I am still in the hand of the Lord and no one can seperate us from the love of the Lord. I am still going to pursue him till i get him.

I am so tired of waiting. I need an answer for my soul faints and my heart is weeping. Lord do not leave me at such a hard time. I am scared and do not know what to do. I have become an idiot for you. I have said that "jehovah jireh-the provider" will provide me the job that i desire. I am so sore and heavy laden Lord and need your presence desperately. Will though not show mercy to your children when they are faint and weary. You are the Lord who has cried" it is finished" at the cross and thus gave a victory way. But then why is your child suffering. Should you not give daily bread to your children? Will you being a good father give us "stones" when we ask for "bread"? I need you to preform a miracle for me. Make a way in the wilderness and streams in the desert. Open the closed doors and shew me the place that is mine and mine alone. I am alone and lonely and have no one who can understand my dersires and tears stream to roll from my eyes everytime. I hope and hope and await for that precious and appointed time for the day of my breakthrough. I open my eyes everyday thinking that this is the day the Lord will do a new thing for me but sandly as the sun sets my heart sinks also. And now i am afraid to hope cause hope deffered will only cause my heart to faith and suffer. I need to hold on Lord. Give me the gace to honour you. Strengthen each day cause life is become sad and dull to me. I need a job in an MNC bank as a credit analyst. This is my hearts desire Lord! Hear O' Lord my cries!!!!!!

The name of the Lord is a strong tower; the righteous come into it and they are saved.

Many tell that unless u get the title of the "CA" you will not get a job. So wait till your results are decared in july and you will get the job that you desire.

But I have the name of the Lord is greater than any other name and the title that He holds is greater than any other title a man can hold.

Is this CA title more than the title that i hold already as the heir of the kingdom of the Lord?

Is my father in heaven bound by the way man works in this world? I am sure that the Lord Jesus will give me the job that he himself has put in my heart

I want all my dreams to be fulfilled. Doesn't every person want that? All the desires of his heart comes true. But can he do anything to achieve it all in his own might and power. He is a fool to think that he can do it all without the favour of the Most High.

i have entered into a place of rest. I thought that my heart will never understand that life is so precious and every moment is sweet. At the age of 23 I have just started undersatnding the things of the world. I have just started knowing that there is someone above who loves me and who will never hurt me. It seems unreal but it is as real as it gets. Love- pure and undefiled...

Today is Mom's birthday. I am so glad that she is my mom and i can share so many things with her. She has taught me the ways of the Lord. I know i will be a good daughter to her for all my life. After the Lord she is the best thing that has ever happened to me.
She is my support in good times and bad. She has held me and covered me and has stood like a pillar when i was so heart broken. She has fasted and prayed and begged for my victory during my exams . Truly a blessed woman of God.....................
Love has binded us togther. I can truly say in every sense of the word "I love you mom"

Ask and you will receive
Ask with faith
prayer is asking and receiving
So I ask ..................................................
And i receive ................................................
he is able to perform that which he has promised

Lord it has been so many days since i have started waiting on u. I have held on to ur promises so tight... but now i need ur strength to hold on. I need ur presence to fill me and restore unto me all the things which i have lost. I have no one in this world who can help me. No one whom i can count upon. Promise me Lord that u will answer me before the passion turns to flame.
Answer me speedily,for i trust in thee. Let me not be put to shame. Let not the enemies triump over me.
Let the due season come forth speedily. Let the moment of the fulfillment of the promises come soon. Let the time of waiting be over.

Tell me what should i do so that the hand of the Lord shall move in my favour and he is quickened to give te desires of my heart. What do i do so that the king raises his septer and keeps it on my head?

Now I have come to a point of utter surrender. I have surrendered eyerything in the hands of the Lord. If He has promised then He will perform it

Today i realised if i put my trust in the lord that He is faithful to fulfill all the promises which he has said he would so for me
He is God who is worthy to be trusted.
He can meet all my temporal and spiritual needs. He will give ask me more than what i have asked for and desired for

Who needs friends?

Its is said that we can choose our friends but not our family.
We do select te few good ones to share our ups and downs and boring phases of our lives.
But can we really count on them when we really really need them?
Instead of judging how good are others as My friends , I should see how good a friend am I to the few good ones I have choosen.
Where was I when my best friend's dad was sick and lying on his death bed. Where was I when all she wanted to do was a listening ears and a consoling word ?
Did i rejoice when my friend got a salary package better than what i was receiving ?
Where my shoulders there when my friend's heart broke because she was cheated by her first love?
If I was not there for any of the good and bad times of my friend then should my friend have a benovelant heart and be there when i don't have anything going on in my life... no job, no marriage, .........?

If having friends means going to the canteen and eating snacks and then looking at each other for "whose time is it to pay the bill?" , then i have had such friends too .

If having friends means gossiping about other friends and having a blast , then i have had such friends too.

If such are friends then," Who needs friends?" But the truth is I cannot be without these few good ones who would just be there ............

Dream dreams

When things Just don't move as we have planned and desired then what do u do?
Where do u go in search of answers ? Where the promises which God made to u "a figment of ur imagination"?
What if u do get the answer to ur prayers and the answer is "no" or "wait"
What if all the dreams u have dreamed of depend on this one dream and that one dream is taking its own time to fulfill and so all the other dreams in line are just waiting in que ?
Do u leave that one dream and pursue after some other dream which u know is truely not ur dream but someone else's dream ? or
Do u hold on to that one dream and stand in faith because this dream is just not one dream, it is a promise given by the Lord ..........

He will never leave me

God blessed the day of his birth
For He alone knew her worth

God's eyes had always been over her
So in times of trouble she would not waiver

God placed over her forehead a mark
So the devil would not trouble her in the dark

God himself walked and showed her the victory way
So she would not go astray

God led her by his right hand
So she would not drift away like the sand

God heard all her prayers
So she would be delivered from all her snares

God said that she was his own
So that in this world she would never be alone

My lost love

My heart is cold and my soul is dry
Without you i know i will surely die

I wondered and pondered here and there
Searching for the love i lost somewhere

My love to thee do i call
Answere me before i fall

He heard my cry
And wiped the tears streaming down my eyes

Then he lifed my cup with everlasting joy
No one in this world could destroy

My heart is on fire and my soul is alive
Today i know i will have an everlasting life

No more will i suffer; no more will i cry
For i am the apple of his eye

Poem for those waiting on the Lord

I saw his face
In distress and grief
And i knew he needed God's grace
that would give him peace and relief

Frustrated was he
when he could not see
the riches and wealth at his door
which God had promised him long before

So he raised his hands
And cried aloud
"Where are you Lord?
Art thou hiding behind the clouds?"

The Lord of heavens heard his cries
And wiped the tears streaming down his eyes
God lifed him up from his sorrowful pit
And showed him a throne where he would sit

Then he took God's word
And pierced it like a sword
So the devil flew in grief and pain
And never came back to trouble him again


Soon came a season of joy and praise
And heaven poured down its abundant grace
He lived in victory and never faced defeat
And thus prosperity kissed his feet


This poem is about a person who has been long waiting for the promise of God to be manifested in his life. The waiting period is what gets on his nerves and then reaches a point of total submission and brokenness. This is the time when the Lord comes and picks him up and helps him fight the good fight of faith.

How long do i wait............

Love life because it is a precious gift from our Maker -this is what I have learnt.
Fight the good fight of Faith - this is what I have been taught.
Yet when comes the issues of Life, the application if these principles becomes so very difficult.
The question is "how long do I hold on?"
Like everyone I desire to pass the exam I have been writing so many times, having the desired job, finding my life partner............. The list never seems to end.
But the truth is some get these things so easily and some have to struggle.
I am one of those who has to wait and seek "The Almighty " in every step of my life.
I can only pray and wait. Can the clay question the potter? I can only request the Lord with thankgiving and supplication.
I keep telling my soul to Wait on the Lord and be of good courage. That everything will happen in the appointed time.